Why I wanted To Die -A Soundcloud short story
This is my personal life, but I want people to know I’m not afraid to show it.
This is my personal life, but I want people to know I’m not afraid to show it.
MaxinoutNBlackinout LLC Affiliative Opportunities
MaxinoutNBlackinout LLC Affiliations: Sponsorships, Ambassador Work, #Monbogang, Representatives, Salesman + Wholesales-man,Partnerships/, ShoutoutsS/o for S/o’s Joint Ventures/ Models, New Clothing Packages, “Monbo Member for Life:”
*IF you have any issues FUCK OFF I don’t need you*
**NOTE; I check in on your positions to affirm you’re doing as desired, asked or told, I’m not a millionaire, I cant give dozens of free items, receive zero s/o oe promotion, etc. So I will text people for check in’s regarding their work/ MaxinoutNBlackinout LLC so that I am not taken advantage of financially.***
Most written below here are explanations and descriptions to avoid any confusion, offense,
MICRO-MANAGEMENT; like listed below, I will be here to ensure everyone’s helping. It’s not hard…., and I can’t give away everything for free; I still pay for the shirts, I lose a lot of profit. But I want to spread my business and get people comfortable clothes; plus I simply enjoy it. You literally Just post some pictures or shoutouts here and then and get 50-60% commission on every sale (Paying the shipping is included though, Except for Ambassadors. The reason being is like I said, I can only spend so much money, I can’t afford free shipping on exactly everything. Also Shipping price will depend on which service I use (DHL, USPS, UPS, FedEx) and how many days it requires to arrive. (Ex; 2-day Priority versus Standard 5-7 days) I am NOT being greedy as everyone receives more shirts than they will pay for, and everyone get shoutouts on business ventures consistently, and that is why I need to micro-manage;
1) If you make a sale you have to tell me so you can get your money! Like I said I want to help; and making money definitely is.
2) Let me know if there is/are any updates with your business’/other ventures, so that I can post about them and give you your shoutout. This isn’t a pressured forceful job. It’s not a full-time, or part time job. It’s a side gig, if anything at all, to make commission and gain promotion and some money, AND you get a lot of free clothes. You can Dip out of #MonboGang absolutely anytime you want with NO hard feelings, like I said it’s barely a side gig. I consider it more of a fun opportunity to get clothes and some bills. I never promised you’d become Bill Gates.
3) I care about people and respect everyone, I expect reciprocation. I don’t rip ANYONE off, as a matter of fact, being part of any of these labels gives you discounts, gets you additional shirts for prices of 1-2, and FREE clothes. Plus your promotion! So That is what is in it for anyone who signs up.
4) You don’t need to bust your ass off. Like I said its casual and for fun and free clothes and extra clothes for smaller prices and discounts. In certain categories, discount percentages vary. This is simply part of the position and requires no forceful effort!! Just keep me posted so I can get you your money.
5) Lastly, let’s be blunt.As an ambassador, if you wanted to sign up, you should know business and READ THIS ARTICLE OR ELSE YOU WON’T UNDERSTAND. I’m trying to expand my business and make a little money whilst also losing a lot of money by trying to help a bunch of friends make a little to some money via the sales. And, that money being made is literally almost equal to mine for the exception of my return cost, and shipping, and NYS Sales Tax on T-shirts ($0.54) is required for return. And that return that you have to pay me is simply just required; I need to charge the small amount of Cent’s on any item’s shipping AT FIRST because its legally necessary to pay as I refuse to avoid tax evasion in New York. I’m not being greedy; its LEGALITY issues and legally required as well as the extra cent’s paid on the shipping (Unless you’re an ambassador). This is because I need to report to the IRS every last cent of money I spend on MaxinoutNBlackinout LLC’s list of Yearly Expenses Cost. For example; I had to include the money I spent on my heat press on my list. Every cent I make on expenses, must be reported (at first) for determination of profits. That’s why I need those tiny amounts of money. It just needs to be recorded in my sales records within my LLC binder as well, then I WILL LITERALLY SEND THE SPARE CHANGE BACK TO YOU VIA Venmo if its that big of a deal. You will receive the tracking number and I’ll send a picture of it underlining it and the receipt as well, plus even the package.
6) Actually finally, JUST READ EVERYTHING; you’ll understand that it’s an opportunity. Not a fucking huge ass opportunity. But an opportunity to make small amounts of money, get free clothes, get discounted shirts or custom sponsor shirts just for you, get some personal promotion, have some fun, and join the community. If you don’t like what you see here, Thats Ok.
Lists of ; Sponsor/Ambassador, Models
These are Just some similarities between some of the categories, and some other information before I delve into each topic.
SPONSOR (modeling, shoutouts): This means I consistently shout you out and send you free shirts when I drop a new released. I give shoutouts as well for any fitness or business endeavor – Just need consistent shoutouts as well in return, and can sponsor any athlete for an upcoming event If wanted.
Also Require modeling for the website and other pages; especially required when given free gear. Basically; Free Clothing, shoutouts, feedback, promotion.
AMBASSADOR (Sales and Modeling);More-so is work, its mainly involved ways to make money off commission; you get me a sale, I cut you off a % of the sale depending how large. THIS IS IF YOU WANT TO MAKE SOME MONEY. Usually 60/40 % split.
– Mikey Berg, Shaquille Thompson,Patrick Slovensky
Being a Model costs much less and just requires sending me pictures -Don’t worry you get way more gear the for the downpayment.
But you can be both, costs would change, same with the amount of clothing and we can figure orders and other things out etc.
^^^^^^Hunter Treibman’s Twitch^^^^^^
@rackzht Is his account name. (Hunter Now resides in Illinois)
THIS GOES FOR ANYONE TRYING TO HELP SELL SHIRTS/ MAKE MONEY OR MODEL
Percentage; %’s of profit you earned over-the-entirety of your time spent with MONBO composed from your variety of MaxinoutNBlackinout LLC sales, (Sales over time regardless what specific of salesman) – All compiled – often from Bulk Free-Order = most MONEY you made if you stuck with the #Gang. Pro Tip; Record any money you make off of this and report it to your taxes. It is a LEGAL job of course.
1). A simple, cheap Negotiable Commission’s Split; we fairly negotiate and barter based on sales, profit made on sale we make together, then split sales profits; *Cuts and % vary here most.* (I control most larger or expensive sales of my LLC, so on a shared sale, due to a level of fairness; A generous 60/40 percentile profit margin % split is being offered between us.
2) Sporadic Smaller Salesman; You can sell shirts, buy them for friends, place orders with friends, etc., as you please. This would provide either a small or large cut depending on what you sell it for; (Smaller and less Sales therefore less commission)
Joint Venture; Jad Stephanou with “J&R Artisan Designs.” – I receive 13 % commission If I helped make any sales yet. I receive large discounts, regular discounts, and free shipping. I sell his t-shirts on the side right now, promote for his brand, and model.
Patrick Slovensky x Slight Partnership; “Purpl Pro” ‘s Unofficial Partnership; My rules; MaxinoutoutNBlackingout LLC and affiliates are Allowed to partner up but, we each make commission off sales made for one another, but mainly shout shouts. We try, but not too hard. And it is not enforced or checked upon.
You scratch my Balls, I scratch your balls. Or something like that right?
Partnerships/Joint Ventures; involve dual sales, selling each other’s product on each other’s sites, splitting money etc. This is a topic I will delve into later. There is another article on this site as well.
Partnership; Allowed to partner up but, we each make commission off sales made for one another, but mainly shout shouts. We try but not too hard. And it is not enforced or checked upon. Commission, %’s of sales, or certain cuts are made.
Joint Venture’s; We Launch our own entity combined together as one with shared commissions and financed and idea, etc. Commission, %’s of sales, or certain cuts are made.
What’s good guys. So, as this site will continue to exist and be able to sell shirts etc., we will primarily be focused on articles, the lifestyle, new categories and other things on this site. If you want to purchase or custom merchandise, then check out our new site (https://monbo.us), where most monbo clothes will be available for sale.
Also I am officially studying for the NSCA and ASCM tests
S/O To my Day One Friend Jad Stephanou, who owes “J&R Artisan Designs,”; a designer clothes brand based out of Florence Italy, Washington D.C, and Paris, France. Just wanted to throw up a shoutout for my homie. I have a slight joint venture, and I can POSSIBLY get a tiny discount code if someone purchases his clothes and informs me via email. Troel2011@yahoo.com. Work Cell coming soon.
website is ; https://jrartisanfashion.com/
I heard a quote one time. It said, “Where there is ruin there is hope for a treasure.” Many days in my life, I have felt like I had been ruined. But unfortunately, things can be ruined; buildings can, as can we. But, the most important part is that, the building, or us (metaphorically), we don’t need to stay or stay feeling ruined because we can rebuild. We may not be the same building as before. But instead, as the construction begins, we start over again and we fight as hard as we can Brick by brick, we rebuild ourselves and at the end, we are going to be a brand new stronger building. A new building, and a newly rebuilt person, knows what it’s like to be torn down, and knows what it’s like to work to stand back up. Yes, it takes a long time, a long fucking time. But life has a funny way of letting us know when exactly that time is. But it will come. We just need to let go of the old rubble. We gotta search through the rubble, set it asides, and begin our newfound construction.
This is dedicated to a close friend, hope you see this.
*This article will be edited as I continue to use CBD; This is the first update
My personal review
CBD, or Cannabidiol, is a drug component found in Marijuana, directly derived from the hemp plant itself. However, this is the component that does not cause you to get stoned; and the CBD industry, public opinion, and legality has drastically changed regarding CBD generality in the last few years. CBD has been decriminalized, and is advertised to reduce anxiety, depression, muscle pain, and insomnia. There are many other health benefits, supposedly, such as CBD being able to aid Epilepsy. Alot of this is true, some scientifically backed, some not. Nothing I am going to speak about regarding my personal experience will be backed by science because I don’t want to talk out of my ass here. I am only going to discuss How I have used CBD to help lifting and pains, and remember; THIS IS PERSONAL EXPERIENCE, meaning it is what I have experienced and should not be taken to full account. Affects vary on all.
I have taken a small CBD trial period because I constantly ache from knee pains and low back pains to due exercises like squatting, deadlifting, and due to manual labor from working. Additionally, typing on a computer frequently doesn’t help my posture or joint pain either. I grew up with Osgood-Schlatter’s Disease (consistent inflammation of the patellar joint) and Shin Splits, and constantly have feet pain, knee pain, shin pain, lower back pain, and joint pain regarding my elbows and my AC and SC joints.
So, I wanted to try CBD for potential help!
CBD Cigarettes/Flower/Joints; CBD flower is sold in various smoking formats. I tired CBD cigarettes, which are cool because they come in a pack that looks like a cigarette pack with legitimate cigarettes; only filled with CBD flower. It was alright, and tasted better compared to the CBD joint. The CBD flower in itself was okay, but tasted bad. These mostly relax you, for a brief period of time. They take temporary stress and anxiety away, however it is not prolonged. IT definitely helps a tiny bit for part time relief, and in. my opinion can help a smoker habitually ditch the habit of smoking cigarettes by smoking CBD flower cigarettes instead. However, you are still consuming smoke, thus this CBD consumption format is not my most recommended. Still, it didn’t hurt.
Hemp Creams/Balms; I have been experimenting with health creams containing CBD. I chose to use a brand called HerbStrong.
***Have Not Yet Tried Tincture**
After and before workouts, afters showers, when I wake up, and before bed would be when I use this cream. Typically I timed it around when my body needed rest, was in fatigue, or wanted to prepare my joints for movements. This is my RECOMMENDED product for CBD aid regarding muscle and joint pain. It has a cooling effect, but not so much like a menthol Tiger Balm type of menthol strength or smell. It is lighter and more relaxing. My feet pain subsides, and muscle pains subside as well. Joint pain is the most difficult to fight, because constant reps, movements, and everyday motions affect my joints. However, the HempStrong really helps with the joint pain, and almost masks the pain in addition to helping with recovery. However, it wears off within about a half hour, and despite how wonderful it is for recovery, in my opinion, just as I view supplements, this CBD aid/product of any sorts can only help so much. But still, I definitely recommend CBD creams over Tiger Balm, and I’d rank Arnica creams or BioFreeze as s second best option.
In addition to the new MnB Logo MaxinoutNBlackinout LLC Beanies and the OG hoodies, I have some other updates. I recently have have been diagnosed with ADHD. No biggie, I just want to keep it real and make sure everyone is up to date. Workouts have been coming along better, and I am starting to see gains come back. I have began regularly taking supplements, adjusted my diet, and began to eat more. Expect more lifting articles soon; I have ideas written down but need to perfect my drafts. Expect an article within the next week. Expect to see lifting videos here or on our instagram pages @maxinoutandblackinout or @roel_powerlifting. Expect all of this soon; I am just getting back into my grind. I was part-time working two different labor job whilst progressing the company all while trying to maintain gains and control mental health. Also, I got accepted into the Food, Nutrition, and Wellness Program at LIU Post (Long Island University Post Campus) for the Spring 2020 Term with a major in Nutrition, which means potentially less content on here regarding articles. However, I will still post once a week or so, and clothing will be at a surplus to sell alongside with new clothing releases and ideas in the future. Training and Annual Package Deals are still available via emailing me. Additionally and lastly, I am making MaxinoutNBlackinout LLC Posters. Only 3 will be available for $20 each. I am doing this as a trial run. IF people like them, we will produce more which will lower prices down to $15 or even lower.
Payment methods: In Person; Preferably a Cash or Check, or Gift Cards, but hell, I’ll take Coins even! Anything for my customers!. Online Payment includes Venmo, Zelle, Cashapp, PayPal, and Google Wallet. We soon will have a FourSquare device to accept debit and credit!
Thats the update!
I came up with an awesome new MnB beanies called the ” MnB Logo MaxinoutNBlackinout LLC Beanie.” I am very proud of this new design and hope anyone interested in them likes them. More clothes with MnB Logos to come! It costs $30.50.
Uncle Gary This is For You
In a few months it’ll be five years. I’ll never forget the moment I found out you were gone. I’ll never forget your smile and your pure heart. I’ll never foget my speach I wrote about you for @portledge_school and I’ll never forget the Essay I wrote about you in creative writing clsss two years ago in Tampa. Everything in my life is a derivitive of you, and becoming like you Uncle Gary, was probably the greatest thing I have ever done. I miss you so much and wish you were here to guide me through me mental health. But I know you’re kickin it up there. Thank you for all your motivation. If it weren’t for you, I wouldnt be a Powerlifter, a mental health activist, or a writer. Without you Uncle Gary, I would not be the Tommy that I am today. Hug your loved ones close and tell them you love them everytime you see them because you can lose anything in an instance; I did. I lost Gary. But through his spirit I found myself. I pray for you everyday and every morning I wake up and look at these photos. Thanks for teaching me everything Uncle Gary.
Before Gary passed, we sort of witheld his private mental health website blog, and are finally comfortable enough to share Garys struggles with the world.
Check out my deceased Uncle Gary’s blog; Shattered Mind: Surviving Mental Illness.
And I’m going to follow his footsteps through Maxinoutnblackinout. I love you endlessly Gar. You lost yours when it should have been mine. But you have us all life again. I fucking miss you. I fucking love you